Sometimes
I cant stand
to sit
still
and I want pot
or speed or
coke
mushrooms
acid
meth
beer
whiskey
blood.
A desire that nags
at the back of my head
always whispering
and urging
scurrying
over my brain
like ants
on
candy
cutyourselftattooyourselfdrawyourbloodtakesomedrugsfucksomeonekillsomeonekillyourself
all day and all night
relentless
indefatigible
until I
close my
eyes